I just wrote this on FFR so I'll echo again. Sheikh as of this moment is officially retired and on his way to join my 2 pointers at home in a fully pledged retirement.
Thanks so much everybody.
I'm not afraid to say it but I actually cried today, after a furlong I thought we had no chance but Holly's orders were to go out and enjoy herself, he misses the break so don't panic and just ride with confidence, I think he's the best horse in the race and if he is it will work out alright in the end.
I was pretty much in tears more for Holly and Star, the last year has been so straining on me with family issues and more recently developing an illness which means I was all Christmas on medication and unable to drink alcohol again (might lose some weight now).
Star has always been a pet to me but paying £15,000 + a year just isn't possible at that level. I wanted him home with me and wanted to take a break until the summer with owning horses, and getting fully back on my feet after a tough few months.
Thanks for all your comments and I couldn't have been more chuffed and thrilled for Holly who I think a lot of and know she can succeed given the chances. She told me at the start of November she was going to give up, getting no rides, calling herself a shit rider. I have literally spent everyday since chatting to her on msn and text messages trying to give her confidence and trying to advise her to go and get her name about and get some rides. I promised her in November the ride on him today and said to her it would be her first winner. She is such a nice lass and I'm so pleased for her and star. Picking races out for horses is the easy part, so I'm thrilled for Holly, Star and also Bill who has done wonders getting him back after slicing his leg in April and again picking up another problem in September.
I suppose it was just meant to be in the end, every cloud and all that. Thanks a lot everyone, it really was needed today, I've been very down this past 3 months and it was a much needed lift, maybe 2009 won't be so bad after all.