I edit due to poor spelling, ask the moderator for the original posts if you think there is anything untoward.
I noticed on here before I registered that there are a few paranoid posters. Once the paranoia is spread by people, its believed. As a new poster, and my experience of reading previous new posters being driven away by such paranoia, I will cease posting. There is no point in posting on a forum where people drop to this level of accusation and so remove any chance of new posters ever being accepted.
I have many angles and points of view I would like to share but if this is the way people are treated, then what is the point?
All the best to you, get help though, for the paranoia, you are poorly, recognise it and address.
Bye.