Apologies to those who read and contribute to this thread (not many, I feel) but I have decided to end my input.
My health has deteriorated to the point where I can't find the enthusiasm to sort theough the cards and post the runners and results.
Back in October 2017 I was diagnosed with chronic leukaemia with a prognosis of 18-24 months.
I've heard of sufferers lasting a lot longer than that, 5,8 even 10 years. I hope I get that sort of result.
The main problem I have is a lack of energy, I sleep a hell of a lot, most afternoons I doze off in a chair. Occasionally I have a bad day, nausea, bowel problems and the relentless fatigue and associated depression.
I very rarely watch the racing now, even I find that hard to believe. Last Saturday I spent the afternoon in bed (on my own!). Saturday used to be the highlight of my week.
I have tried to help Gary (Eleonora Duse) to keep the thread going but I'm afraid it's becoming too much of an effort, mentally as much as physically.
I will keep on reading the forum but I can't see me posting a lot.
Lots of 'I's in this post, apologies for that.
Thank you for your input to the forum for the last 20 years, theres not many active members have been here that long.
